I really wonder how you feel on these nights alone

“memories from the past will never be forgotten”

March 31, 2008 || Monday, March 31, 2008

Okaay, i have manymanymany homework to do. But its all dammit easy! :D

After school went back home, eat, shower. Then went to see the doctor at SGH. I didnt know there was so many sick people in singapore leh. Then the FIRST MINUTE i step into the hospital, the all aunties and uncles kept staring at me. Lol. So scary you know -.-'

You're lucky you didnt went there.

So.. I went there so check my back bone. Cause my dad is worry about my bone. He thought its banned until like lao ah mah liao. Diao. But then when i went for X-ray, the bone was very straight already okay! The doctor also keep making me stand straight and sit straight too.

So ma fan! After that went to eat, i had a bigbig feast! :D Now need to lose weight, i'm getting fatter! :x Came home at 7.06pm + Do my homework then play computer. :D

Bye, ♥

March 30, 2008 || Sunday, March 30, 2008

This is damn sweet loh! ♥

Boy: I love you more than the air I breath

Girl: I'm always here for you.

Boy: I know.

Girl: What's wrong?

Boy: I like her so much.

Girl: Talk to her.

Boy: I don't know.

She won't ever like me.

Girl: Don't say that.

You're amazing.

Boy: I just want her to know how I feel.

Girl: Then tell her.

Boy: She won't like me.

Girl: How do you know that?

Boy: I can just tell.

Girl: Well just tell her.

Boy: What should I say?

Girl: Tell her how much you like her.

Boy: I tell her that daily.

Girl: what do you mean?

Boy: I'm always with her. I love her.

Girl: I know how you feel. I have the same problem. But he'll never like me.

Boy: Wait. Who do you like?

Girl: Oh some boy.

Boy: Oh... she won't like me either.

Girl: She does.

Boy: How do you know?

Girl: Because, who wouldn't like you?

Boy: You.

Girl: You're wrong, I love you.

Boy: I love you too.

Girl: So are you going to talk to her?

Boy: I just did.

|| Sunday, March 30, 2008

This was taken from friendster :D

make it a colourful one. :)

Red=anger1.

Are you currently mad at someone?

nope.

2. Which of your family members hasthe worst temper?

ME; hehe.

3. Have you ever thrown something atanyone?

Yeah.

4. Does your face turn red when you'reangry?

I dont know leh -.-

5. When you're mad do you prefer tostare angrily or yell?

both.

ORANGE = excitement

1. Has anyone ever thrown a surpriseparty for you?

no ):

2. Are you easily excited?

depends on what thing.

3. What event is coming up that you'remost excited about?

my next 13 birthday.

4. If you won a million dollars, whatwould be your first thought?

shopping!

5. If you could have anything right now what would it be?

more money.

YELLOW = self discovery

1. Name?

Valentina

2. Birthday?

14 february

3. What's your main goal in life?

married, children, then i die.

4. Do you want to have children?

yes.

5. How fast do you want to die?

not so fast

GREEN = opinion

1. Lower the drinking age?

2. Capital punishment?

huh.

3. Abortion?

omg no.

BLUE= love

1. Do you love someone?

yeah

2. Where is s/he?probably at home

Q: How many beds did you lay in today?

one lohs.

Q: What color top are you wearing?

white.

Q: How much cash do you have on you?

13 dollars.

Q: Is Tom On Your Top Friend or OnYour Friends List?

who's tom ah.

Q: Look to your left..what do you see?

sister -.-

Q: What's the last piece of clothingyou borrowed from someone?

shirt

Q: What website(s) do you visit themost during the day?

my blog! :D

Q: Do you have plants in your room?

nope.

Q: Does anything hurt on your bodyright now?

Q: When was your last taxi cab ride?

3days ago.

Q: Do you own a cameraphone?

yes

PINK = LAST

1. Person you saw?

sister.

3. Movie watched in cinema?

horton

4. Song you listened to?

Our song

5. Person you talked on the phonewith?

brendonn! :D

GREY = TODAY

1. What are you doing right now?

this

2.What are you planning to do tonight?

watch tv, pack bag, sleep.

BROWN = TOMORROW

1. Is....?

monday

2. Goal?

learn spelling!

3. Are you going to laugh?

OF COURSE NOT -.-

4. Are you doing anything tomorrow?

yes

|| Sunday, March 30, 2008

This was taken from friendster [:

1) Single, Taken, Naked, or Flirty

♥ Taken.

2) Are you happy with that?

♥ Not really.

3) Would you still kiss your ex?

♥ Nope.

4 ) Have you ever had your heartbroken?

♥ .

5) Do you believe that there arecertain circumstances where cheatingis okays?

♥ huh.

7 ) Have you ever talked about marriage with another person?

♥yeah.

8) Do you want children?

♥ Yeap.

9 ) How Many?

♥ 2

.10 ) Would you consider abortion?

♥ Nopes.

11. ) If someone liked you right now,would you want them to tell you?

♥ yes.

1 2) Do you want someone you can'thave?

♥ nope.

13 ) Have you fallen in love?

♥ yeah

14) Do you believe in celebratinganniversaries?

♥ yeah.

15) Do you believe that you can changefor someone?

♥ Yeah.

16. ) Is it a good day today?

♥ Nope, dying of boredom man.

17) Have you ever broken a heartbefore?

♥ Yeah.

18 ) Does your ex still have feelingsfor you?

♥ I dont know.

19) Do you still have feelings forthem?

♥ no.

20)You wish to have a bf/gf for n0w?

♥ yeah

21)what now you wish for?

♥ To meet brendon soonn! :D

22)if you have bf/gf n0w...do youreally love thm?

♥ Of course lah.

I'm a shy girl, ♥

|| Sunday, March 30, 2008

yozxzxzxzxzx people, ♥

I'm bored to death, and dying from boredom too. I wanna meet brendonn! D: But just cant seem to find the right date to meet laa. Aiyoh. Went to church just now, during worship uh, that gideon keep standing outside for me. So i messaged him and asked him what was he waiting for. Then he said waiting for love siah. -.- Dumbass.

HEHEHEHE okay i'm bored again.
I NEED JIES AND KORS AND DIS AND MEIS AND FINALLY A DEAR MUMMY! :D

Woots. I need more of them! Got daddy le, but no mummy ):
HELPPPPPPP MEEEEEEEE FINDDDDDDDDD D:
Bye, ♥

March 27, 2008 || Thursday, March 27, 2008

When you were 8 years old,your mom handed you an ice cream.

You thanked her by dripping it all over your lap.

When you were 9 years old, she paid for piano lessons.

You thanked her by never even bothering to practice.

When you were 10 years old she drove you all day,

from soccer to foot ball to one birthday party after another.

You thanked her by jumping out of the car and never looking back.

When you were 11 years old, she took you and your friends to the movies.

You thanked her by asking to sit in a different row.

When you were 12 years old, she warned you not to watch certain TV shows.

You thanked her by waiting until she left the house.

When you were 13, she suggested a haircut that was becoming.

You thanked her by telling her she had no taste.

When you were 14, she paid for a month away at summer camp.

You thanked her by forgetting to write a single letter.

When you were 15, she came home from work, looking for a hug.

You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked.

When you were 16, she taught you how to drive her car.

You thanked her by taking it every chance you could.

When you were 17, she was expecting an important call.

You thanked her by being on the phone all night.

When you were 18, she cried at your high school graduation .

You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn.

When you were 19, she paid for your college tuition,

drove you to campus carried your bags.

You thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm

so you wouldn't be embarrassed in front ofyour friends.

When you were 25, she helped to pay for your wedding,

and she cried and told you how deeply she loved you.

You thanked her by moving halfway across the country.

When you were 50, she fell ill and needed you to take care of her.

Youthanked her by reading about the burden parents become to their children.

And then, one day, she quietly died.

And everything you never did came crashing down like thunder

on YOURHEART..

& If you love your MOM & you thank herdeeply,

repost this bulletinsaying "read this and you will cry"

ifyou don't... then you obviously don't care if ur mum dies

thankyou mummy♥

|| Thursday, March 27, 2008

i saw them kissed

i ran home to cry on my bed

not a word to my mother was said

my father came in late at night

he looked at me left to right

he saw me hanging from a rope

he took his knife to cut me down

& on my dresser a note was found

dig my gravedig it deepdig my grave from head to feet

and on the top put a doveto show the world i died for love

something good will happen to you at11:36 P.M.

this is not a joke

someone will either call you or talk to you online

& say that they love you

do not break this chain

good luck

with your crush/love

Girls: "i saw a girl on his lap :["

Guys: "I would never do this to mygirl''

): baby, hope you'll never do this to me.♥

64% emo

|| Thursday, March 27, 2008

1)[x]I like Black

[x]I like White

[x]I like Red

[x]I like Blue

[ ]I like Orange

Total: 4

(2)[ ]Cut yourself using a penknife

[x]Felt like dying

[x]Went home as late as 11pm.

[ ]Attempted suicide.

[x]Took someone as a punching bag

Total: 7

(3)[ ]Wore Black Eyeliner to school.

[ ]Pretended that nothing has happenedin life.

[x]Wore full black out to mall

[x]Rebellious to your parents

[ ]Hated everyone in life.

Total: 10

(4)[x]Cried for your loved ones.

[x]Broke someone's heart.

[x]Made someone cried.

[x]Made sacrifices to the girl/guy youloved.

[x]Been unreasonable before.

Total: 15

(5)[ ]Ate sleeping pills so you can'twake up forever.

[ ]Have more than 10 black shirts.

[ ]Edited your own photo till it'svery emo.

[x]Hated someone because that someonehates you too.

[ ]Have alot of enemy because theirjealous that you are emo.

Total: 16>

Total up everything and times 4. :)

16 x 4 = 64%

this is probably the worst quiz todetermine ifyou're emo or not lol.

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Had fun scrolling? :DD Hahas.

Here's the answer..................1% to 49% = You are not Emo. :D Youare a normal person who thinkspositively about life.

50% to 70% = You thinks life isboring. You are trying really hard tocatch up with people who are

emo. :D

71% to 90% = You are an Emo. You thinknegatively about life. You hate life.You hate everyone existing. You wantto die. You think your life stinks.And you want to attempt suicide.91% to

100% = You seriously hate life.

You are a 100% emo. You have to go seea counsellor. xP

|| Thursday, March 27, 2008

okay so the guy near the end of his senior year in high school.

Unfortunately, he still has to share a room with his younger brother who is only 9yearsold.

One night, he decides to bring his girlfriend home for a little fun.

They have bunk beds and the guy notices that his littlebrother is already

asleep on the lower bunk, so he and his girlfriend climb up to the top bunk.

As you might expect things start to heat up.The guy remembers that his little brother is

sleeping below so he tells his girlfriend to whisper "lettuce"

if she wants it harder

and "tomato" if she wants a new position.

Lettuce!!!

Tomato!!!

Lettuce!!!

Tomato!!!

Lettuce!!!

Tomato!!!

She screams.

Lettuce!!!

Tomato!!!

Whoa!!!

PULL IT OUT!!!

PULL IT OUT NOW!!!

I can't get pregnant!

Then the little brother shouts up,"Hey, would you guys stop making

sandwiches up there! You're getting mayonnaise all over myface!!

Copied from friendster bulletin. HAHAHA. So funny.

|| Thursday, March 27, 2008

Well, i'm at home nowwww. So sick and tired, hais! My sister's away for her Primary 4 Zoo Camp. Will be back in the afternoon later. 13mins more to medication -.- Need to eat 7tablets and cough syrup uh. Just let me die la. Got asthma then cant breathe properly, cause not enough oxygen in my body-.- I might as well die horh? Oh goshh. Yup then on monday going to doctor to check my back bone. Father so worry that it might be banned already. Siao la. Zz.

haven't talked to brendon for so long le D:

I miss him alooooooooooot.

Yeah, so do you know why i cant talk to him? Cause his mother confiscated his phone. The bill went up the $300+ worh. Now i'm all alone D: Everynight i cry myself to sleep. -.- Yes, i know thats stupid. Paiseh la. Cant sleep mah, then i miss brendon so terribly. D: OKay, i wanna do other stuff now. Bye♥

March 25, 2008 || Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Hello people. Early in the moring ah, i told elayne that the stage light wasn't on and it was our turn for our ava duty. So me and elayne ran up to the hall. But the light was already on, the chinese teacher on it liao. Phew. But she asked us why we were so late -.- Then say must come earlier tomorrow. Sigh! Forgot to post about yesterday's performance at school monday! Danial came to our school. Then he was soooooooooooooooo damnn hot! xP I love his legs, so nice. Hehehe. Love his shoes too {: Elayne and me regretted that we didnt talk to him and asked for his number! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. :x Now too late lohs! D: Yeah, poor elayne. She needs loveeee. :x Okay, i'm bored to death and i miss brendonn! ):

March 23, 2008 || Sunday, March 23, 2008

Whooooooooooooo. School was quite boring today, i had a english test. Hais. Passed the test but damn magdalene got 2marks higher than me! I'm suppose to be SMARTER than her! D: Omg, i'm becoming more stupiddd! Kaay, then mrs lee gave us do math worksheet:D So easy! But i had to ask magdalene about one of the questions :P But she deaf le, so no reply from her-.- So i asked valerie, then she let me copy her work ^ ^ So nice horh! xP Thennnnn, amanda, prisicilia and me went to 6ruby for CME. Sat down, then i started hitting celestine:D So fun lohs. Then she come pokking my stomach-.- I screamed. HEHEHEEE. After that celestine and joanna gang up to pok me somemore. Zz. Kaaay, so i after CME. I went for hiphop dancing lesson {: Dammit fun! But in the end had to sat down cause got stomach pain. D: Before the lesson had started, Uncle S was dancing away. So we watched him dance. He was goooooooood. xD But he look abit gay, yuck = It was already 12.25pm. All the people was laaaaaate for lesson! Hahaha! Dance dance dance, blah blah blah. Then okay, bell ring! Go home loh, then before went to the bus, i went to buy some food to eat. Buy liao then went to the bus lah, and started eating {: All the primary3s and 4s were looking at me eating -.- So stuuupid lah. Idiotic SMALL PEOPLE. Zz
Got off the bus went to NTUC buy ICECREAM! :D Then walked back home. Sians. Then reached home le, on the computer. Talk talk talk to mother. Came back to the room and went to my blog straight away :D
Okay, i'm bored. Bye♥

|| Sunday, March 23, 2008

22o3o8 was great! Elayne, Zhixuan, Natalie, Serene and my sister went to vivo. We watched Vantage point or something. The bombing part repeated for like so manymany times. Zzz So boring. Oh bytheway, we met Mr on there! He was there with his wife to watch Vantage point too. :D During the movie, elayne was like throwing pop-corn on the guy infont of her -.- Good thing he didnt scold her or something. Phewwww. After the movie, we went to buy coffee at the Coffe bean shop. Then we all went back home. Bye

Damn boring.

March 22, 2008 || Saturday, March 22, 2008

Early in the morning for flu! Then now i'm like, damn bored to death lohs. My sister outside the living room helping my mother do stuffs. I'm going to buy icecream later! :DDD Yeah, okay. I'm bored. Isabel asked me to disturb some guy named Melvin whose her sister's crush. So she's trying to her angry. Thats just stupidd. Haha. Changed my blog skinnnn, now it's nicer than before:D YOOHOO! Tomorrow going to church somemore, ahhhhhhhhhhhhh. OMGOMG. Not going to be funnn! T_T

WHEEEEEEEEEE. :D

March 16, 2008 || Sunday, March 16, 2008

Today woke up at 7.55am. Getting ready to go to church. D: I dont wanna gooooo. T_T Bath, wear clothes, wear shoes, eat breakkfaaaaaaaast. Take my Converse bag, then go downstairs to my grandmother's car :D I wore the Mickymouse t-shirt and a mini blaaaaaack skirt. Reach church liao then went to my bbc classroom. Put my bag down, then went to put the pimple green tea thingy. After that wanted to put my contact lenses. So went to wash my hand. After all the waste of time, MY SISTER, Victoriaa. Wrote many rubbish on the whiteboard like; Audrey♥Gideon aka thegidz. Shernice, Gladys, Audrey♥Gideon. BEWARE OF AUDREY. :D . Okay, back to MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. :D Okay, i got nothing to say lerh. ;The next post will be posted! :D You better come back and read the post ah! <3

WOOT!

|| Sunday, March 16, 2008

Eh people, sorry ah, didnt post for days. :D _ P.S forget about the story in the last post -.- So sorry worh! HEHEHEHEHHEHEHEEE. Okay, holidays are almost over! So sad horhs? D: NOWWWW, too lazy check if got do my homework or not. AHAHAHAHAAA. ==' ( Stop laughing! ) Yesterday, my FATHER went to bugis to buy clothes, and we went to tinog bahru to watch movie! Guess what we watch, Ice age! So funny -.- The elephant so fat! After the movie, we went to buy sooooooooooooooft toys! :D I bought a square toy thingy. Then my sister bought the CJ7 softtoy. Its so adorable lohs! Whoooo, then its time for HOME SWEEEEEEEEEET HOME♥ hmmmmmmmmm, reached home at 19.20pm. 10more minutes to the disney movieeeeeeee. HEHEH. I'm lame, i know -.- The movie was Monster ITC or something. The small little girl was SO CUUUUUUTE. Woot! :x

13.o3.o8 ((:

March 13, 2008 || Thursday, March 13, 2008

Umms, today went to bugis! :D

; I bought clothes,

red jacket,

and more clothes :D

hahaa, sooooooooooooooooo.. I spent more than $60 leh! diaos, thats quite alot of money youknow! :x Well at least i got new clothes. wahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaa.

After that we went to golden mile, then found out that peiseah was sleeping=='' So we waited for her for about 2hours leh. So boring lohs. So went to find megan. Ate snacks with her, walk here walk there. Lame lohs. Then i spotted 4HOTTTIEEEEEEES! omgomg. The one with white shirt damn shuai loh! HAHA! ;X OKay, whateverrr. -.-'

Continue story tomorrow bah. Need go sleep liaos!

______________ ♥ NIGHTTTTTTS. Sweetdreams all!

Sians,

March 11, 2008 || Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Yesterday went to golden mile where my parents work(: Reached the about 1pm+
Waited for Peiqi to come back come Ice's house. Waited 4hours, you know! Damn boring
Then me and my sister saw Megan. So we played with her for awhile. Still damn boring! There was one guy who is a thai, named Bill or something. zZ. He kept asking peiqi's name. Then he repeated her name again and again and again. -.-' Then he started making fun of her name. LOls. Blah blah blah. I cut my BEAUTIFUL HAIR! ): sobbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb. Now so ugly -.-'

holidays are boring!

♥baby

March 9, 2008 || Sunday, March 09, 2008

Mymost-beloved

brendonnn♥

I miss my beloved.

and I love my beloved.

and its true, i'm nothing without him.

whhoooo.

|| Sunday, March 09, 2008

AQUARIUS - THE ONE U CANT TOUCH(1/20-2/18)

Great talker.

Attractive andpassionate.

Laid back.

Knows how toHave fun.

Is really good at almostanything.

Great kisser.

Loves being inlong relationships.

So much love togive.

Their love is one of a kind.Unpredictable.

Outgoing.

Down toearth.

Attractive. Loud.

Talkative.

Not one to mess with.

Rare to find.

Good when found.

7 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

thaaaaaaaaaaaaaats' meeeeeeeeee ;DD

o8o3o8 thecampROCKS;D

|| Sunday, March 09, 2008

WHEEEE. xD went to camp yesterday, so damn funnn! So yeah, my seniors are Michelle and Gracia. Michelle's 14andGracia is 15! Hmmm, we played manymany fun games. Like water ballon, blind folded game. And got more laah, just too LAZY to type out -.-' The camp was 12hours, umm yeah. I'm in the Spiderman group -.-' During the water ballon game, we all got soaking wet, then we had to SQEEZE all the water out of our clothes.
So embarassing loh! Petrina was sqeezing all the water from her FBT pants -.-
Quite embarassing. But the game was THE BOMB! ;D
Last but not least, we won the prize for BEST SPORTSMENT SHIPPPPPP.
Too bad didnt take any pictures D: