I really wonder how you feel on these nights alone

“memories from the past will never be forgotten”

Hehe, outing.

April 29, 2010 || Thursday, April 29, 2010

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, can someone try to click the nuffnang thingy?

Cause some told me they clicked but nothing happens? LOL. Help? :(
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I rotted at home the whole freaking day. Boyf has duty.

Meeting tmr for sure! And i'm bored now, siansiansian.

My internet sucks. Gosh. Ohoh, 2 more days. East coast outing with Joyce. :)

With her ex's cousin, jared, and the cousin's friends? :O

Hmm, my side still dunno who going ley. Hehe. K bored ttm.

I miss my boyf.... :(

Like a pyramid,

April 28, 2010 || Wednesday, April 28, 2010

HAHA girl ah, you suck ttm. ^^

No point missing him. No point saying sorry.

Even if thrs no names mentioned, i know its damn obvious its who.

:) HAHA Report police if you want to, ~ i dont really mind.

School is boring pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. -'-

Stupid counselling, thrs nothing wrong with me anyway.

And that stupid old faggot, useless and brainless. :)

It felt super nice talking back to you. ^^

Went to school, come back early, was sent back home early.

Kay skip skip, eng and chinese test will be taken another day.

Sianz, slept until 3 plus, meet boyf @ dylan house, slacked until 8 plus.

Ate @ market thn bussed to bi's house. Went off at 11.20.

School's tmr and i have to see that counsellor. Sianz ttm.

Gna transfer to STC maybe. LOL. Queensway tak boleh tahan. -'-

Bai losers. :)

Never happily ever after.

April 27, 2010 || Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Dog! I think apple's dog effect voice is like damn cute ok! ^^
Woof woof. Poor doggy, i pity you manz. -'-
Went off at 8.30 in the morning from sch to home.
Mr Karmal or wtv drove me home. Yay, so didnt take the english and chinese paper.
Mr ho says i can retake another day for my case. Hoho. ^^
Later meeting boyf, he's on leave today. And i'm waiting for my food!
Like taking forever lah. :( Very very very very hungry.
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Ytd went for counselling, B-O-R-I-N-G lah.
After that cabbed back to bi's house, was feeling damn sick so went to bed first.
Bi helped me order mac while i was asleep, heeehehehehe, ^^ thankxbi,
Slept for dunno how long, woke up saw yanling's miss call and was like,
"wtf she call me for. i dont even wanna talk to her" :)
Then another girl felicia or what, called then talked, Blah. Not much of my concern.
Went to rise to help pohmeng move his furniture to new house @ henderson.
Bored ttm ok, i was like standing thr alone. :(
Bi went for something idk call what. Forget alr. He came back only 10 plus. :(
Slack slack slack until bi came over, slack awhile more thn went off to bi's house.
Took his and my stuff then go home alr. :/
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If only i could go back in time, stop the rubbish and do the right thing.

But i cant, so why do i bother so much? I dont know.

If only i could whack the shit out of you, i would.

Cause you're the one who caused everything. EVERYTHING.

And please, stop acting like you damn smart like that, know everything.

Kns. -'- Lao jiao. Useless ugly dog.

- - -

Send me to the sick bay? Mind you, i'm not a SICK PATIENT.

And what i do doesnt concern you, AT ALL.

KPO. NOOB SHIT. Helping me? I think more like destroying my life.

Bloody shit face, -.- I'm like this now, you know why?

Its cause of you. You made me like that. You made me hate you.

And i thought you were nice. But after those 3 months, you're a kpo.

Only know how to find out things and spread it. -'-

I hate sch, i hate ___ ______. -'-

Random bitch,

April 25, 2010 || Sunday, April 25, 2010

Went to far east, cres to eat, and then to bi's house.
Today, went Jln bukit merah to see some uncle. After that forget go whr alr, went to bi's house i think, slack slack slack slack slack slack slack, aiya slack until 11.05pm thn went off.
Currently msging joyce now, ranting about that bitch/ -'-
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School's tmr and i'm damn bored of school alr lah, sucks.
I luv my current relationship with my dad now, he's totally nice to me. And he accepts my relationship with bi. ^^ But for my mum.... Idk her lah, mafan. I bet when shes back from thailand everything will change one. So have to cherish this time with my daddy. ^^
Oh, and i need to change my temper and my eating habits. I dont wanna grow fatter anymore! >:( And i want to work! Anyone can work with me?!?!?!? Got job intro?!?!?!!?!? :(

Luv you biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii, miss you ttm.

Idiots.

April 24, 2010 || Saturday, April 24, 2010

I hate facebook. -'-

Random.

April 23, 2010 || Friday, April 23, 2010

Huiping

Meiling

Ngjing

Alyssa

Eugenia

Terris

Rachel

Joyce

Cheeweng

Tony

Pohmeng

Sicheng

Dylan

Malcolm

How did you get to meet 7? (Rachel)
School

What would you do if you and 13 never met? (Dylan)
Less laughter.

What would you do if 1 and 12 date? (Huiping and sicheng)
HAHA sicheng will go crazy

Have you ever seen 14 crying? (Malcolm)
No

Would 4 & 11 be a good couple? (Alyssa and poh meng)
No? HAHAHAHHA

Do you think 11 is attractive? (Poh meng)
Kay la lol

What's 2's favourite colour? (Meiling)
Not sure ley :/

When was the last time you talked to 9? (Cheeweng)
3 min ago.

What language does 8 speak? (Joyce)
English & chinese

Who is 13 going out with? (Dylan)
Dunno

What grade is 12 in? (Sicheng)
No grade, going ns.

Would you ever date with 10? (Tony)
no?

Where does 5 live? (Eugenia)
Lengkok bahru

What's the best thing about 3? (Ngjing)
Friendly and cute

What would you like to tell 10 now? (Tony)
hiiiiiiiiiiiiii.

What's the best thing about 8? (Joyce)
Great listener?

Have you ever kissed 5? (Eugenia)
nope.

What was the best memory you have with 7? (Rachel)
dont have ley LOL

When's the last time you're going to see 6? (Teris)
dunno ,

How is 14 and 12 different? (Sicheng and malcolm)
They dont know each other?

Is 6 pretty? (Terris)
K lah? lol

What was the first impression of 11? (Poh meng)
Funny

How did you meet 5? (Eugenia)
Primary sch pri 6. LOL 6 opal.

Is 1 your best friend? (Huiping)
Yup, best sister ever.

Do you hate 12? (Sicheng)
Sometimes

Have you seen 4 on the last month? (Alyssa)
yea.

What was the last time you said something to 3? (Ngjing)
bye.

Have you been to 5's house? (Eugenia)
no

When's the next time you're gonnna see 10? (Tony)
When i go bi's house.

Are you close to 13? (Dylan)
Nope

Have you ever been to a movie with 4 before? (Alyssa)
no

Have you ever gotten into trouble with 8? (Joyce)
Nope

Would you give 2 a hug? (Meiling)
Yup

When have you lied to 3? (Ngjing)
Have i think LOL

Is 1 good with socializing? (Huiping)
yea very.

Do you know secrets about 9? (Cheeweng)
yup, should have bah?

Describe the relationship between 12 and 14. (Sicheng and malcolm)
dont know each other.

Best thing about your friendship with 9? (Cheeweng)
Cute

What's the worst thing about 6? (Terris)
Noisy

Have you ever had a crush on 12? (Sicheng)
NO omg.

Does 14 has a girlfriend or boyfriend? (Malcolm)
Dont have bah

Have you ever wanted to punch 1's face? (Huiping)
NO LOL

Has 2 met your mother? (Meiling)
ya

How did you get to meet 3? (Ngjing)
Sec sch

Did you ever physically hurt 3? (Ngjing)
think have LOL

Did you live close to 7? (Rachel)
not really.

What's 8 favourite food? (Joyce)
Idk

What kind of car does 1 has? (Huiping)
Toy car.

Have you travelled anywhere with 9 before? (Cheeweng)
Yeah!

If you give 14 $100 , what will he/she spend it on? (Malcolm)
cigg? idk? LOL

I'll wait, i'll rebel. I'll love you for life.

|| Friday, April 23, 2010

Life sucks. YOU SUCK SO BADLY I WANT YOU DEAD.
EVERYTHING WAS CAUSED BY YOU AND YOU MADE MY LIFE FUCKED UP BITCH.
YOU MADE MEILING CRIED TODAY, YOU HAPPY RIGHT? BLOODY ASSHOLE. YOU OUR _______ VERY BIG F-CK AH! GO DIE LAH YOU. STEP ONE OLD AH LIAN. -'- GO PUR YOUR HUSBAND LAH. I KNOW HE DAMN "HANDSOME" YOU THIS LAO ZHABOR, CANNOT MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS AH. NO NEED YOU TO POKE INTO EVERYONE'S PROBLEM AND PRIVATE LIFE THINGS LAH. YOU CARE SO MUCH FOR PEOPLE? GO HELP THOSE AHPEK A THE OLD FOLKS HOME LAH. ALOT AHPEK AND AHMA THAT NEEDS YOUR FREAKING CARE AND HELPING SHIT ASS STUFF. -'- I HATE YOU. I'M TRYING TO CONTROL BUT I CANT. YOU FUCKING BITCH. I HOPE YOU DIE SOON AND YOUR HUSBAND AND SON GET DROWNED WHILE SWIMMING OR CHOKE ON FOOD. EVEN SOFT FOODS LIKE TOFU. BITCH. I HATE YOU. I HATE SCHOOL NOW CAUSE OF YOU. LOOKING AT YOUR FUGLY WRINKLED FACE MAKES ME DAMN ANGRY. I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU FOR MAKING MY LIFE SO MESSED UP. YOU MADE MY BOYF GO TO JAIL. YOU MADE ME AND MY FAMILY HAVE A SUPER PROBLEM NOW. YOU MADE THE DAMN SCHOOL TO MAKE A POLICE REPORT WITHOUT TELLING MY DAD. YOU HAPPY NOW RIGHT. KEEP SAY WANT HELP WANT HELP. HELP YOUR MOTHER CHEEBYE LAH. -'- HELP YOURSELF LAH I NO NEED YOUR HELP. AND YOU SAY I COME TO SCHOOL JUST TO HINT THE TEACHERS TO HELP ME WITH MY PROBLEMS? AH FUCK YOU THEN. I NEVER NEEDED YOU HELP. I WAS GNA SETTLE EVERYTHING PROPERLY. THEN YOU THIS BITCH CAME IN. YOU COMPLAIN TO SCHOOL. KPO LIKE ONE OH FAGGOT BITCH. I REALLY DIDNT NEED YOUR HELP. STOP BEING AN EXTRA IN MY PROBLEMS AND LIFE. YOU'RE MAKING SO MANY PEOPLE HATE YOU AND YOU'RE MAKING MY FRIENDS CRY. I HOPE TO SEE YOU CRY INFRONT OF EVERYONE IN CLASS. -'-
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I have finished ranting and i still feel angry! YOU BITCH. DIE LAH. -'-
AND BI IF YOU READ THIS, I loveyou! I will wait, dont worry. ♥

Have i ever crossed your mind?

April 22, 2010 || Thursday, April 22, 2010

Its a quater after one, and i need you now. ♥

Lotsa things happen in this month. And i still freaking hate you bitch. -'-

I'm so pissed off by _____. You like damn kpo can. If it wasnt for you. My life wont be messy like it is now. Bitch! I cant stand you. You act like you know everything, keep reminding me blahblahblah. Ask me if i had blahblahblah. Dont step one geh kiang lah. -'- Hate you lah, hope your husband die fastfast manz. And school, was damn slack, i think luh? I got one week mc from PE. YAY. That means putting more weight. -.- I'm like so fat now LOL. Everyone noticed i think. So obvious. Hmmm, talked to Joyce through msn and texting. :D I'm hungry, :( Idk whether should eat my maggie or not. And my blog is deadddddd.

To Apple, Meiling and Ngjing;

Dont cry alrrrrrrr. I'm fine nowwwww. ^^

Dont get worried about me, i will update your de.

Thanks for keeping this thing to yourselfs', luv your lah.

And that ugly bitch yanling, i still hate her. If one of your wants to talk to her.

Go ahead, but i still wont talk to her. Welllz, too bad fr her. -'- ^^

Thats how life is, its UNFAIR. Live with it, die if you cant tolerate bitch.

Her boyf 24 thn whatttt, -'- So long alr still never call boyf come? -.-

HAHA, who knows, maybe the boyf not willing to help her. HA. Who knows,

Wtv lah she, gin some more lah. And that elin also, another extra bitch. Stare meiling somemore lah. I know she pretty no need you jealous lah. -'-

Big neh, black ass.

♥ He is loved.

Cry, :(

April 21, 2010 || Wednesday, April 21, 2010

I want to run away from reality. Scream my heart out. And run over your face. Bitch.

If i had known, i shouldnt have shown any signs. -'-
I hate school now. And i want to meet my boyf badly. Sigh.

I'm bleeding now, seriously. -'- Bai.

"I promise to stick with you throughout everything," really?

Its all about REVENGE, BITCH.

April 20, 2010 || Tuesday, April 20, 2010

I wish i could slap you, step on your fugly face. And make your life miserable.

Heheh school was kinda fun, kay skip school.After school went to eat Botak Jones. Ate ribeye steak. ^^ Apple, ngjing, weiting, my boyf, and ah jing came to my house. Slack slack slack slack slack slack slack slack slack slack slack until very long but not that long, ng jing, apple and weiting went back first. After that my boyf and ah jing left cause bi has to go home and change. He's now having Dinner with ah jing's daddy and other people. He finsh at 10. So gna meet him later lor. Kay lazy blog alr. Yanling and elin sucks, :D Call your boyf whack me lah. Oh sorry, tabor cannot chup into zharbor de taiji. -'- And yesssssssssssssssss, i hate school HAHA. Maths was like damn stress, LOL meiling stress until BTH eh. Poor meiling. :/ I wanna play jubeat with appleeeeeeeeeeeeeee omgoshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. LOL.

A liar that doesnt makes sense.

April 15, 2010 || Thursday, April 15, 2010

Ytd after school my dad picked me, huiping, meiling, ngjing and meayling. Ride to tiong to remake my ezlink card. Then huiping and the rest went to watsons to buy me stuff. Went to eat at a japanese restaurant, spent like 80 dollars. LOL. And we didnt order much ley. Hah, after that went to toilet, went back to eat again then like that. After eat then walkwalk, wanted to go queensway de. But never, so went home. Met boyf at my house downstair cabbed to his house. Talktalk, use comp watch tv, thn he met tian yong. Talk talk after that he went off thn just went to bi's room and sleep. :D

Today, school ended at 1145 de. But that bitch miss ng didnt let us go. -'- pb. Thn ngjing do her chinese test, thn went off to bus stop alr. :D I miss my biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii, gosh. Cried in class today stress. :(

I'll never forget you,

|| Thursday, April 15, 2010

The story of our life, would never have a happy ending w/o you.

I promised to stay with you forever. I hope you kept your promises too. Cause you said that promises are not meant to be broken. Sigh, now that something has happen, i hope you wont run away from me. And let me settle this alone. Cause i need you now. I dont have anyone to go to now. I know sisters can help, but they cant help much. But i'm still thankful to them, Huiping, Meiling and Ngjing. Luv you three. Sigh, confused and i'm going insane. I dont wanna lose it, lose you, lost everything we had. :( I really dont. You dont know how sad i feel right now. Sigh.
' I love you, please, dont leave me.

Mysterious girl next door.

April 12, 2010 || Monday, April 12, 2010

Hehez, used boyf's webcam to take this, ^^

My first "real robot moving car" :D

ITE @ amk for 2 days. Fun cause very slack. ^^
I miss my bi ttvm lah! :( :( :( *random
I'm bored nowwww. Just now apple sist came to my house for awhile.
Then she went to meet her boyf alr. ^^ So boreddddddddddddddd.
Bi gna fetch me later at 4 or 5 plus? Going chinatown to get his stuff.
Hehe i'm (blank) k bai.

I eat babies and ride on unicorns on a rainbow.

|| Monday, April 12, 2010

Yayy, since that crazy bitch didn't post. I willlll. :>

Valentina went to meet her boyf everyday.

Valentina loves her boyf veryvery much.

Valentina's out now with her boyf or some random ass.

Valentina owes me a thankyou for everything.

Valentina likes money, food and shopping.

Valentina's favourite sister is Huiping the Apple. Yay.

Valentina hates it when people copies her.

Valentina hates her little sister for being so annoying. (y)

Valentina's account has been hacked. MUHA.

Bye virginz.

Two is better than one, way better.

April 7, 2010 || Wednesday, April 07, 2010

I want to be better looking, not sluttier. Like you.

I fucking hate backstabbers, if you're one go suck a dick and choke on it. :D
Liars are also mostly not welcomed. I hate certain people and their bitches. -'-
Idk why but thn i hate it when my friends want to get to know my other friends. Whine so much for their number and keep asking me about them. -'- See them somewhr? Scream and shout hi and all loudly and in a very flirt-ish manner. Noob asses, get your own if you're so desperate k.
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School was fun + boring, lotsa things happened. I ~~hated~~ you. Ever since from the start. :)
Not meeting boyf today, he has duty. Tmr off day. So i can meet him the whole day. (L). So i'm gna pon the stupid rehersal thingy. Gna pon on friday too. Kay baix2.

Tomorrow,

April 5, 2010 || Monday, April 05, 2010

Cause tomorrow's gna be a better day.

Today, i saw a living bird got ran over by a car. It was fucking disgusting please. The bloody bird kept getting rolled on. And some stupid HUGE crow came and ate that dead bird's meat and everything. Gross. On the way to queens way shopping centre, there was a car accident. Kena abit of scolding by taxi driver, pb. Zzzz -.- LOL why today so suay. But school was super slack, ^^ Eh this thursday needa stay back for the music rehersal thingy, sianx3. Stupid. I'm not even planning to perform. Speechless.
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Went to rise, pohmeng's house to meet boyf and the rest. Pohmeng, sicheng, boyf, me, terris, cherie and jason or wtv was thr. Met victor downstair, talktalk. I slept thr for like 20min. Super tired. :/ About 6 plus like that pohmeng and terris left, cherie left after awhile. And thn victor had to go back to his camp place wtv thingy. Went boyf's house slack until 11.10pm. Went down wait for cab. I totally forget about my phone, and i remembered when i was on the cab alr. Told the uncle to turn back, run here and there look for that bastard boyf. In the end he was alrdy fast asleep. -'- I was like banging the door and shouting for tony tony. Hoping he would get up and open the door for me. I'm gna slap my boyf tmr. :@ Fxck bai.

Those 3 words, i'm so sorry.

April 3, 2010 || Saturday, April 03, 2010

Party like a rock star, fuck like a porn star.

Went to weixiang's chalet @ east coast. Slept over thr. Shiok, got aircon for me, bi and tony HAHA. The rest downstair. We three slept first, the rest (downstair talk cock' ; quote from boyf) ^^ Alot people thr eh, all his relative come. Its his 20th birthday! :) Happy birthday weixiang! Rent bike, ride bike, went back the chalet, ate, slack, drink some stupid liquor, slack, cut cake. Everybody tried to push weixiang's face in to the cake HAHAH. First time fail, second time kena. Then that weixiang bro! Go splash BARLEY WATER. I was like, sticky and my hair smell like barley. -.- LOL. Wash up then went to cycle again. Cycle all the way to changi direction i think. Aiya just very far lah, (at least i made it alive!) then cycle back to chalet, slack awhile then go sleep alr. Couldnt sleep ley, the uncle or dunno what keep snore. Noisy. And the bed super small can. I share with boyf, but sleep also shuang lah. LOL. Woke up by sicheng cause need return bike, at 7 plus i think. Or 9 plus. LOL. After return, walked back thn sleep again. Woke up again, pack our stuff, check out! Weixiang mummy sent us back to purmei. I slacked at boyf house until 12, cabbed home. OHYA. Tony longbang (how spell) me on the bike, VERY SCARY LAH. I was fucking scared. He say he got licence, HAHA. Pro not. (Y) LOL. Thats all for today luh, eh no. Slack at boyf house till 4.30 then went to chinatown lan, playplayplay eat eat, cres slack. Boyf's friend came, errr, wenkai i think, and his girlf. Plus jingyi's bro. Slackkkkkkkkkk, then went back boyf house. K done, dont say i never update. -.-

Baix2, biiiiiiiiiii, i love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. ♥

luvs,

|| Saturday, April 03, 2010

HAPPY 10TH MONTH TO MY BOYF AND ME! ^^
kbai,iluvyou.