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我不要失去你
June 27, 2010 || Sunday, June 27, 2010
I wna see you, talk to you, feel your love.
Forever, for the rest of my life.
我不要失去你，因为我知道我们永远将一起是。
有我想要对你
说的许多事。 但我不会投入它。
我想要说，我想念你
。 并且我将想念你
。
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K i translated that cause idk how to type chinese and i suck at it.
Sigh, seriously no body can understand how miserable i feel.
Whats worst? School. Sucks ttm. Boring ttm. Sigh.
I cant hold on anymore. I'mma break down any time....
Why does this have to happen? Why me. Why?
Boyf kena fucked by "him" He regretted, i regretted. Sigh.
Nothing can be done now. Except to accept the fact.
I dont want to face this fact. I dont want.
I want to go back in time, un-do what i did. Really.
Sigh. Sisters cant help me. I cant cheer up no matter how hard i try.
Even if i do. It'll be only for a moment. I want a life time happiness.
Too bad i cant. Bi, i really cant stop blaming myself.
Cause its my fault, everything was because of me. I regretted.
I broke down, i'm breaking down again. I cried, i'm crying again.
I laughed, it was fake. I smiled, just to cheer you up. ;(
Thanks for making me smile even though i still cry at the end of the day.
One year, one month's anniversary's coming. Please, dont let me go.
You said you'd kill yourself if you let me go.
I told you i'll kill you if you let me go. But seriously, i'd kill myself.
Cause i'll regret for life, live/lead a miserable life.
Seriously, thank you for everything. I wrote you a note in your iphone.
Please dont give up. I know you wont. I hope you dont. ;)
Dear God/people that knows about my case.
i've never been so... miserable before.
I've never been so sorry towards a person before.
I know what i've done have made people sad/angry.
And i'm sorry. Thanks for those who have cheered me up.
Telling me everything's gna be okay even though you know its not gna be.
Thanks for being there for me whenever i needed someone to talk to.
Sorry for all the stuff i did and said to offend you. I love you all, you know i do. ♥
