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i dont give a damn about you
June 10, 2010 || Thursday, June 10, 2010
Hiiiiiiiiiii losers.
I feel like ranting. Pathetic you. Gosh. Idk how to
describe how much i hate you. Seriously! I dont give a damn about you or your shitty friends. I dont give a mofo damn about school anymore. I dont wanna see my teachers, my counsellor, my dm, my class mates. -'- All gnd can alr, thn i'm happy. I damn piss off now. Started to think about my doings and wtv from this year onwards. Seriously BIG MISTAKE. -'- I hate my school counsellor. And i dont care even if she reads this. F-ck you thank you very much. Seriously HATE YOU TTM. And i'm wrong, it wasnt just now co-form's fault. It was the counsellor's fault seriously. I DONT CARE IF MOE SAYS IT MUST BE REPORTED TO THE POLICE STATION. BITCH. I know its too late now but idc! I'M TOO PISSED OFF. I should have answered my dad's call when i'm in the police station, I SHOULD HAVE CALLED HIM BACK EVEN WHEN I'M IN THE INVESTIGATION ROOM. MOFO. I SHOULDN'T HAVE LISTENED TO YOU AND SWITCHED MY PHONE OFF. I THOUGHT YOU ASKED MY DAD FOR PERMISSION TO REPORT TO THE POLICE. I THOUGHT I COULD TRUST YOU. WELL, FUCK ME. FUCK YOU. I HATE SCHOOL. I HATE QUEENSWAY SECONDARY SCHOOL. I HATE YOU. I HATE MRS ___ I HATE EVERY TEACHER THATS TELLING ME YOU'RE DOING THIS BY HELPING ME. FUCK YOU FUCK YOU! SERIOUSLY FUCK YOU. MY PARENTS COULD HAVE SETTLED IT BY TALKING WITH THE OTHER PARTY. THEN YOU AND THE REST COME IN AND DESTROYED MY LIFE. MY LIFE WAS PERFECT IN MY EYES. PERFECT WITHOUT YOU PEOPLE. PERFECT WITHOUT ALL YOUR "HELPINGS" I DONT NEED YOUR HELP. I CAN HELP MYSELF. I CAN SETTLE THINGS MYSELF YOU UNDERSTAND?!!?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I DONT NEED HELP. SIGH. NOW YOU PEOPLE MADE MY LIFE MISERABLE. I'VE BEEN CRYING ALMOST EVERYDAY AFTER THAT DAY. CRYING MY FRAGILE HEART OUT! I'VE NEVER FELT SO MISERABLE IN MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE. AND GUESS WHAT. I'M CRYING WHILE TYPING THIS. I HATE YOU. I HATE SINGAPORE LAW. I HATE MY LIFE. I HATE MYSELF...... ITS MY FAULT THAT I LANDED MY BOYFRIEND IN THIS KIND OF SITUATION. AND I'M SORRY BI. I'M SORRY I DESTROYED YOUR FUTURE. I'M SORRY FOR EVERYTHING. I'M SORRY. I CANNOT TAKE IT ALREADY SERIOUSLY. I NEED HUGS. I NEED KISSES, I NEED YOU. AND I MISS YOU. SIGH,
I'm very sorry..................

Baby, third june 2009.
Forever and always. I promise, ;'(