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Day 3, Letter to my parents
August 5, 2010 || Thursday, August 05, 2010
"You are the cause of our sickness and tiredness..."
Daddy, mummy.
All i have to say is, sorry.
Sorry for everything, sorry for making your life miserable.
I know you've both given up on me. I know you're sick and tired of me.
I know, i know. I'm sorry for talking back to you ever since primary 6.
I'm sorry i blame you for everything. I'm sorry i didnt show care and love to you two.
I've never said Thank you or I love you to either of you two. I'm truly sorry.
After what happened, you blamed me and insulted me. I tolerated everything.
You dont know how it feels, you dont understand what i've gone through.
During the 14 yrs of my life, it has been miserable. Seriously.
Even though you're older and have been through more than me.
But you've never gone through what I have been through.
All i ask is for you to be nicer to me. To try and understand me more...
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My comp's confiscated by my mum. She's not gna return to me until its friday. -.-
That sucks, alot. Common tests are coming, year end exams are getting nearer and nearer too.
I hope i fail. :) I dont wna go t school anymore. I dont have the mood to study.
I dont want to faceany friendship problems anymore too. Sick and tired of everything.
Sick and tired of HER. Innocent face, mind evil like one kind. I seriously dont know whats with her.
Trying to break up our sisterhood? What can she gain from that?
After every patch up, she lies to all of us, making us think that it wasnt her doings.
Look, "if you're scared of losing one friend, dont find us" YOU THINK YOU WHAT?
BOSS OF EVERYTHING/EVERYONE? Elders always say give in to younger ones.
So you think i should give in to YOU? Seriously? No, respect our elders? FUCK THAT.
Give in to younger ones. FUCK THAT x2. You DONT deserve any respect from me.
You dont deserve a friend like me.
And hell yes, i'm a good friend. I dont lie. I dont backstab. I speak the truth. I state facts. Unlike you.
