I really wonder how you feel on these nights alone

“memories from the past will never be forgotten”

Tell me how am i suppose to breathe with no air.

September 30, 2010 || Thursday, September 30, 2010

English paper was easy. :)

Made a few mistakes llol. Minus marks. :(

Really hope i can pass english with marks above 60.....

If not i really retain le. Sigh. I hate my life :(

I miss my boyfriend, :( Like ALOT. Sigh.

, Happy 1 year 4 month anniversary bi. Love you always. ♥

Teenage dream,

September 27, 2010 || Monday, September 27, 2010

ITS MONDAY AND I'M HAPPY HEHEHEHEHHEHE.

I love Ngcheeweng to the maximum! ^^

HEHEHEHEHE. Bruce and tony slept from like 3 noon till 9 at night like wtf. LOL

Bruce so friendly!! He says hi to people he doesnt know LOL.

I think boyfr angry bruce cause i say bruce very cute LOL.

Then when bruce say hi or something to boyfr, he ignore. x.x

Hmph. :/ K nvm. Boyfr best friend coming out liao lo!

Hope he doesnt neglect me for her! Since she's prettier than me, tsk. Boyfr promised me he wont neglect me for her one, he better keep his promise! If not kena whack liao! :). Ohoh, his pillow with me HAHA he no pillow to sleep with le.

School, was awesome today, cause i had a longlong session of counselling. Actually not counselling lah is more like slacking, ^^ Miss/Mrs teo, Mr dave knows i hate lessons so they let me go slack w them. Hehe. Have like a 80% chance of retaining alrdy! So i have to go to school for this last two weeks! Jiayou valentina! I know i can do it. If i skip school one day, i'll retain le. :( Save me pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. I dont have enough sleep! Sigh hmmm. Exams starting on thursday first paper english one. I think. I think its year end exam? Idk, mmmm. Have to study alrdy. Mr Ho says its too late. :( Now got to show the teachers effort liao, they wont look at my results le!

Shag ttm omg. Stress! Have to lose weight and study for year end exams. :(

. Night people, ^^

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Random shitz

September 24, 2010 || Friday, September 24, 2010

HAHA I got readers from japan, jealous? :)

Cool ttm plz. AHAH.

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JAPAN 5.26%

Featuring BRUCE :D

Cute right. LOLLL.

Fml la _l_

Idw promote alr lah.

Idw go sch alr lah.

Idw live life alr lah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FML. FYL ALSO HOR SLUT FACE.

Seriously idk what the hell is wrong with you. _l_

Omg i'm gna explode soon zzzzzz.

Dunno nowadays like moody only. -.-

treat people also coldcold one. sian lah. hate life.

I miss ngcheeweng lah walan eh monday thn can meet like wth.

monday english test liao yay. thn maths and sci and chinese. _l_

I dont care alr lah idk what to do with my life.

SIAN LAH. Gna buy contact lenses expensive ttm omg.

But damn chio!! ^^ MUAHA. 16.5mm hor.

Dont jealous. :). Last preorder liao eh` sad. :(.

I seriously miss my boyfr :(((((((((

Bye2

Like fire and rain, you can drive me insane.

September 23, 2010 || Thursday, September 23, 2010

See the body figure, walan. I want. LOL.

She never wear bra!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :@ HAHA. Sexy.

Siansiansian, not going sch tmr. Having math session after sch.

Morning having breakfast with huiping and jingyi! :)

Thn maybe back to my house? :O

Gna try to meet boyfr before going to sch, hehe. ^^

- ,

Skipped school today for the sake of terris.

Purmei eat + slacked. Thn over to boyfr house.

Terris pissed me off like alot today. LOL.

Tsktsk, hmm. Cherie, ahjin and bruce came :O

After awhile thn they left already~

Slept until like 7 plus thn boyfr aunty all make so much noise. :/

Went home about 10. Meeting boyfr tmr i'm excited. ^^

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

I like you.

September 22, 2010 || Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Webcaming with gary daddy!

Msning with Jared daddy2!

I miss ngcheeweng!

Headshot!

September 21, 2010 || Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Now msning with Jared and gary!

I love gary daddy to the maxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.

I miss my ng chee weng to the mother fucking max. :(

!!!! :D

September 19, 2010 || Sunday, September 19, 2010

GUESS WHAT. WE PATCHED!

19 September 2010, 11:55PM! :D

Cheeweng's forever mine, heheheheheheh!

HAPPY ME. I'M A HAPPY GIRL! :D

Ok byebye, love you people. :*

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I'll wait, for you.

September 17, 2010 || Friday, September 17, 2010

I dont know what to say... I'm missing you.

Right now, i miss you more than ever. :(

I miss/think of you everyday, every minute and every sec.

Seriously. Love is killing me slowly inside.

I need you! I need to feel your love. I cant live like this anymore.

I need you here with me. :( Why'd you let yourself go?

Why didnt you have any self-control? We could have lasted longer!

Why did you leave me! Why couldnt you stay and make this last?

I'm lost without you, seriously. I dont know what to do with my life already.

I want you back. Really! :'(

Dont say you're not worth, cause i think you are.

And i know you can and will change for the better!

I will change too! I promise. I wont treat you likea pet anymore.

I wont control you. I promise you. :(

Everybody's asking me to forget about you, i dont wanttttttttttt.

They say i deserve better! I want you, i rather not have the better one.

I want youuuuuuuu. :(

Night life friggin rocks ttm

September 16, 2010 || Thursday, September 16, 2010

I want to wake up like this.
Have you ever had that feeling where you wake up and you see the person next to you still sleeping? You smile because they look so funny when they sleep but, you also smile knowing that they’re there. You wake them up, you seem them dazed, they smile. You hold their hands for comfort, it’s cold, you give them a hug and the rest is history. The true love was there and it was alive and well.
She asked him, “why did you stay the whole night?” he replied with “You asked me the night before if I’ll still love you in the morning, that this wasn’t a one night stand, I wanted to wake up next to you because I can really us doing this ever morning” “I’ll love you at night, I’ll love you in the morning, fuck, I’ll even love you in the afternoon. I overall love you with all my heart” She smiled. Her heart melted. The sound of his voice made her heart beat. They lay there arm in arm, her head resting upon his chest right above his heart.It was beating so she knew his love was true.

Taken from tumblr. :')

Oh boy, I miss you, i really really do!

Slacked with cheeweng bestfriend! :D Weixiang, sicheng, pohmeng, siangting, michelle, jason, tony @ purmei. ~ Happy happy me. Hehehehehehehehhe. I needa buy my lenses soon omgz. And i have to lose weight!!! :@

Gaaaaaaaaah!!!!!! :@ Counselling from 9.45am to 12.45pm. Shiok ah!!! HAHA. I must now learn how to accept myself and like myself. And gain back closeness with my friends. And learn how to forgive and forget. :/ So hard. Omg. :( How?!?!!?!?!? I have no friends in school, :( poor me. LOL. Sian, one of the reasons why i hate school. Huiping going back school tmr yay! Means i have ppl to pei and talk alr! :D:D. Ok cant wait to go school tmr, bye2.

Something bout' love.

September 14, 2010 || Tuesday, September 14, 2010

My blog is officially dead? But still having readers. HAHA.

I miss ng chee weng. :( We're bestfriends now.!

But i'm still hoping and wishing that we can be tgt again one day. :/

Any advice on how to make him love me? Lol. :/

*Frowns I hate myself!, and i got to lose weight + eat healthy!!!!!. :@

Gna try to eat sandwiches everyday. I'm only eating 1 meal per day y'know.

But still i dont seem to lose any weight omgz. I did lah but i gain back again. -.-

I'm super overweight,! Some one save me plzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. ;/

Eating now! Still left alot, gna stop now anyway. -_-

I'm bored. I miss ng chee weng! :(((((((

See the pic below! He's so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

And the heading on top, i'm not gna remove the r/s thingy,! I love it there....

Gna rot and die now. Sian. OH. Ytd went down henderson t meet bestfriend, pohmeng and co. Oh, Happy birthday terris. ;) Celebrated her birthday at Kbox. Had fun! ^^

I wanna go there again. Lol. :/ Meeting bestie tmr, yay. Cant wait. !

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Ngcheeweng, i still love you! ^^

Promise me you would come back..

September 8, 2010 || Wednesday, September 08, 2010

I miss you, seriously.

3rd's best girlf, (y)

I love you, still. :)

"Of course shes gonna smile and say she’s happy for you, she loved you.

But take a good look at her, take a good look into her eyes, you broke her."

I'm sorry for everything.

I may not be the perfect one for you. But I will always try be the right one.
Yet what I did was not enough to make you stay.
Ng cheeweng, i love you.

Secret affair? Hell no.

September 6, 2010 || Monday, September 06, 2010

Remember when i was slim and ugly?

Well i'm now fat and still ugly. :)

Fml cause i'm fat.

Fml cause my attitude sucks.

Fml cause i cant make you stay.

Fml cause i'm not completely yours.

Fml. :)

I'ma make you stay. Cause i'ma lose weight and scare the shit out of you. I'ma bear with the pain for now cause i know it will be over soon. I'ma change my fucking fucked up attitude just for you. I'ma make you completely mine after everything is over.

Geddit? (get it?)

If it wasnt for you, i'd be alone.

Alone for the rest of my life....

And i'll live with 15 kittens.

And die tgt in a garden full of roses.

I'm crap, i'm nothing. I'm useless.

I'm, not yours.

FIND THIS MOFO FOR ME THX.

September 2, 2010 || Thursday, September 02, 2010

WHO THE F IS USING THIS NUMBER?

90143714

Teachers day, went to kellock. Met terris and eugenia sotong first. :D

After that amanda, ashwini and valerie. Left kellock. Walked to hillock find sist.

Boyfriend, tony, Cherie, Siangting came, followed by Sicheng.

Slacked at hillock thn off to boyfriend house, ^^ Slackedslacked.

Thn cabbed to my house ~ Argue with boyfriend ~

Argue more and more and more. Sian. LOL. K la bye. Sianz.