I really wonder how you feel on these nights alone

“memories from the past will never be forgotten”

Envy.

October 31, 2010 || Sunday, October 31, 2010

Watch. :)

East coast with My boy, sicheng, ray, tony, siangting, cherie, kuanlin.

Ride bike, played water. Threw sand at ray, ray throw back. LOL.

Pushed ray but never go in water sigh. HHA. Hmmmmmmmmmmm.

Bathe, kuanlin bastard take my unglams. -.-

Walked to burger king, ate. Thn bus stop, bussed back to bm.

Thn cresent. Safra thn cres again. 22 thn 15.

Slacked thr all the way till 10 plus. Bussed to boyf's house, cab home at 12. :)

I'll be your hero.

October 29, 2010 || Friday, October 29, 2010

I want you to hold my hands and play with my fingers. I want you to play with my hair. I want you to take pics with me. I want you to lay in my bed with me and hold me. I want you to let me dress you up and make you look silly. I want you to wipe my tears away. I want you to squeeze me as hard as you can when you hug me. I want you to smile every single time you see me. I want you to know how much I love you. ♥♥

I friggin love ngcheeweng hehe!!!!

Purmei>Vivo>Cres>Purmei. ^^

East coast tmr w same people. :)

Nightz.

I know.

October 28, 2010 || Thursday, October 28, 2010

I know you'll be back again. ;)

I'll wait and see.

Love you ♥

Dont leave.

October 27, 2010 || Wednesday, October 27, 2010

WALAU SEE LAST TIME SO SKINNY LOL.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

RANTRANTRANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >:(

This week last week of school le! Happy ttm okay~

I got promoted and i was super happy yay yay!!

Sec 313 next year, here i comeeeeeee :D

Gna try and study hard. :/

Next year sure alot thing gna happen one............... :(

Sigh, k i need to have more friends!!!!!

Fml LOL why i hate so many people. :(

Seriously i miss sec 1 sch life omgggggggggggggggggggg.

Rewind back time plz plz plz. LOL.

Sian ttm omgz.

OHOH, saturday pulau ubin trip yay yay,

Boyfriend, ray + his friends?, sicheng, siangting, cherie + her boyf.

I think still got somemore, idk. :O

So long since i've went out alrdy, hehe.

Monday out with kenny, tuansze. Called huiping to come along also.

Met at vivo arcade, wait for huiping comeeee.

Eat thn off to hortpark. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Damn funny omgz. Kenny and tuansze scare the shit out of me.

Huiping sister scream kills me!!!!!! Damn scary i swear!

Its like someone dying or something, that kinda scream. :/

Walked to jewel box thn to toilet omg hot ttm!!!!!!

Got lost, thn found way back alrdy. Walked to cres the safra.

Thn bus stop, bussed back home at 11/10 plus. :).

OK BYEBYE TMR SCH! Gna hand in my sec 3 course hehehehee.

Maybe going late, i bet i cant wake up. -.-

Click my nuffnang or do the poll! :)

Ask me questions @ formspring.

I love you!

October 26, 2010 || Tuesday, October 26, 2010

I love you i love you i love you i love you!

I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND TTVM. ^^

Heart vacancy.

|| Tuesday, October 26, 2010

See wtf i do to my own hand. Lol. I bite myself. :(

Boyf made me SUPER ANGRY just now omg zzzzz.

Felt like punching him in the face. -.-

Look at my fat arms. :(

I want my body back omg. :(

Can you seeee???????????? I was so skinny back thn.

AND MY BOYF LOVED ME VERY VERY MUCH OK.

Now fat alrdy lor. Dont love me as much liao lor!

HOR. Ok, i h8 sch!!!!! FML.

I MISS YOU LAH NG CHEE WENGGGGGGGG. WENG AH WENGGGGGG. LOL

Mine.

October 24, 2010 || Sunday, October 24, 2010

I miss you...

RANDOM!

October 23, 2010 || Saturday, October 23, 2010

faklfjwekfmnasgnwrgjf i'm so lazy to postttttttt!!!!!!! :'(

I'm super sad!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :'( Cheer me up on facebook com on!!!!!!!

Sigh k bye.......

BOYFRIEND I LOVE YOU ALWAYS MUACCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKSSSSSS :D

Dont leave.

October 21, 2010 || Thursday, October 21, 2010

I need you!!! :'(

I hate you bitch.

October 17, 2010 || Sunday, October 17, 2010

Watched the childs eye twice. But i feel like watching it again HAHA no money ley~

Hmmm, bugis with huiping, meiling. Boyf, tianyong, ray, sicheng and brother bear sis.

3Pm - 7/8pm plus thn off to queensway to meet bruce with huiping and meiling. :)

Argue w boyfriend thn ok liao.~ Home at about 10 plus. LOL. MMMMMM,

Today, queensway with eugenia. Met kimjio and bruce :)

They kena owned by small kid while playing fishinng lol! Funny max.

Saw faris and jingrui i think. Forget his name alrdy. ^^

Home at 5 plus. Boyfriend come my house meet me awhile, ^^

So sweet of hm heheh cause he was having duty heheheheh. :*

Monday boyf off and i no school YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY,

!!!!!!!!!! ^^ We like drifted ley, idk why. I miss him so so much :(.

Lazy blog alrdy, k byebye. :)

I'll be there for you,

October 11, 2010 || Monday, October 11, 2010

I'm an asshole. :(

I feel sorry for myself and boyfriend.

I need to lose weight, and turn prettier. :(

I know people say that we dont live to please others.

But, i feel like my life is at risk.

Whether i'm with you or not, my life's in danger.

I feel worthless and useless without you.

I need you by my side, to see whats the point of living.

I cant afford to lose you, and you know it too.

You know i need you badly in my life.

You know i would throw everything away, just for you.

All i need is you. Even if it means living in the streets with you.

I'm not trying to sound stupid or trying to gain sympathy.

I'm stating facts, i'm telling you.

I'm worried that i would lose you one day.

I'm afraid of being single again.

I'm scared. I feel insecure. I feel unloved.......

Show me love. Cause it seems like you dont love me as much as i love you.

I want my boyfriend to love me more than i love him...

Thats all i ask for. Please? I dont wanna ask too much from you...

Science paper today, did it while having fever.

Finished the paper within 30 mins i think.

Slept throughout. Sigh, hope i pass. :)

Came back home with fever still.

Sigh, i feel miserable without meeting my boyfr for one day...

:'(

Green eyed monster.

October 10, 2010 || Sunday, October 10, 2010

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII. I'm fat. :$

Heheheehehe, out with boyfr and tianyong today, ^^

Tiring ttm, walkwalkwalkwalk alot omg.

Had a feeling i was gna have fever, and i rlly did have fever!

Rested at boyfr house like 4 or 3 hours while he was with tianyong~

Something rlly bad happened. :(. Sob.

Do stuff until 10 plus, slacked around 11 plus thn cabbed home~

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I love ngcheeweng ttm, :(.

I can wait forever!

October 8, 2010 || Friday, October 08, 2010

8/10.

Day out with sis and rachel. Cabbed to 313. Shopped at f21, cotton on.

Planning to buy heels from new look next time maybe? ^^

Pretty heels. HEHE. I cant wait to get money thn go shop again. ^^

Gna bring boyfriend along next time maybe. :).

Took the wrong bus thn went all the way to EAST COAST.!!!

Took a bus back to tiong which took like 1hour or something omg. -_-

LOL Thn reach tiong still need to change bus back home!

Reached home, took my stuff thn cab over to boyfriend's house. ♥

Slacked at his house until 9 plus thn went over to cres.

Meet tianyong. Thn alan and the girlf came~ Slacked till 11.40 like that.

Boyfriend sent me home, ♥ ^^

9/10.
Going to meet boyfriend soon! ^^

Going chinatown? I think? See amulets. :O

Blog again later, hehehe byebye.

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Cab over to boyfr house went to weixiang house to find him.

Slacked till 4/5 plus? Went back to boyfr house eat thn go pei tianyong eat.

Bussed to bendemeer~ See stuff and this kumantong omg.

It was the first thing that attracted me srsly. Damn cute i tell you!

I wanna get :( But thn the uncle not selling. Sob. :(

Sad. Boyfr and tianyong got themselve one each. 300 bucks wtf.

At there until 11 plus? Bussed back to purmei.

Daddy fetched me home from purmei, ehehehehhe. ^^

Ok nights, i love ng chee weng ttm.

No ones gna snatch him away. ♥♥♥♥♥♥

Click my nuffnangs & ask me questions. :(

Thi rak, chan kho thot.

October 7, 2010 || Thursday, October 07, 2010

Chan yahk ru, thoe rak chan mai?

Yahk bauk wah rak ter, rak ter mak mak. :(

Do you love me? Even when i'm not good enough for you?

Please tell me whats happening between us.

Its not the same after that break up. It will never be the same. Right?

I want to go back to the times when we were so sweet together.

Possible? I guess not...

Right now, i just wna be where you are now.

I miss hugging you. I miss you saying you love me. I miss everything about you.

Dont leave me. You promised we would last till the very end of time.

I hope so... :(

Quit saying i'm not worth your tears. Cause you are.

You're my kind of a perfect boyfriend. ♥

Boredom kills lah eh..............

October 4, 2010 || Monday, October 04, 2010

Hihi, i'm bored. :(

Got sch tmr, siansiansian!

Its 12.32am now! Gna sleep eehehe.

Meet cw, sicheng, ray, siangting and kuanlin.

:O Walked to cres then eat + slack. Went to safra.

Play pool, met tony and his bike on the way there. ~

After pool, cres, thn blk 14 to slack. 9 plus walked to boyfr house. ^^

Went to hillock meet, michelle, wilson, siangting, sicheng, tony + celena.

11 went back to boyf house then 1130 cabbed home! SIAN.

Tmr boyfr duty! :( Sob.