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October 11, 2010 || Monday, October 11, 2010
I'm an asshole. :(
I feel sorry for myself and boyfriend.
I need to lose weight, and turn prettier. :(
I know people say that we dont live to please others.
But, i feel like my life is at risk.
Whether i'm with you or not, my life's in danger.
I feel worthless and useless without you.
I need you by my side, to see whats the point of living.
I cant afford to lose you, and you know it too.
You know i need you badly in my life.
You know i would throw everything away, just for you.
All i need is you. Even if it means living in the streets with you.
I'm not trying to sound stupid or trying to gain sympathy.
I'm stating facts, i'm telling you.
I'm worried that i would lose you one day.
I'm afraid of being single again.
I'm scared. I feel insecure. I feel unloved.......
,
Show me love. Cause it seems like you dont love me as much as i love you.
I want my boyfriend to love me more than i love him...
Thats all i ask for. Please? I dont wanna ask too much from you...
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Science paper today, did it while having fever.
Finished the paper within 30 mins i think.
Slept throughout. Sigh, hope i pass. :)
Came back home with fever still.
Sigh, i feel miserable without meeting my boyfr for one day...
:'(
