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I hate myself. :(
December 19, 2010 || Sunday, December 19, 2010
OK, LOOK AT THE PICS. LOOK AT MY FAT FACE. :)
Scroll down to compare me now and last time. -_-
LOL I feel so embarrassed uploading all my unglams here.
***** IGNORE MY CLEAVAGES. CALL ME SLUT LOR.
MAIN POINT SHOW YOU HOW FAT I AM OKKKKKKKKKKK. :)
I look like CRAPPY/SHITTY now. Dont judge hor i tell you!!!!!!!!! LOL
F M L OKKKKKKKKKKKK.
I feel SUPER miserable after i grew so fat.
I used to be like cheerful all the time.
Now i anti social alrdy lah hor ok. Coz i know ppl will keep ask why i so fat le.
And they'll be asking my friends why i grew so fat. and etc etc. :/
For stalkers and close friends know why i grew so fat!
Anything go my formspring see for yourself.
I screwed up my own life ok! I KNOW. DONT NEED REMIND ME.
I didnt attend school very often in 2010. Coz of my problem!
Thank god i still got promoted to sec 3!!!!!!. :)
But i kinda regret what i did. I could've stop going sch. -_-
LOL but i' would've grown FATTER THAN NOW.!
:/ also can so not a bad thing to do lah. lol.
I feel so upset now so i wna rant everything here :(
I dont like being fat. My Boy is loving me lesser coz i'm friggin fat now. :(
I'm ugly. I look like shit I know :(
I weigh more than average weight. Not obese or whatever you call it.
The O word after over weight one. :/ Lucky.
But i still have to lose like 20 kg to go back average weight....
I alrdy give your clue. 20 KG. GO CALCULATE. SEE HOW HEAVY I AM! :(
I cannot stand insults and bad mouthing behind my back.
I somehow know who's talking about me and who's not.
:/ idk if i am wrong or not but i think im correct. :(
This is a friggin long post i know. i'm sry if i'm wasting your time reading :(.
Ask me anything on formspring, i love you people okay!
Dont stop loving me just coz im fat now.........................
I alrdy lost Him. I dont wna lose anyone else please k.
Even though not close to your la but thn at least got friend to talk to right?..
I dont trust some ppl but doesnt mean we cant talk about non-private stuff mah right.
:/ I think when sch reopen's meiling and ngjing wont be with me and ping anymore.
So like kinda sad. lol. aiya hate sch lah. wna go ITE so badly but i cant even pass my subs.
How the heck am i gna promote to sec 4. :( Study isnt working for me.
I'm too lazy. So many things happening to me at once. I cant tahan y'know.
:( WHO'S WILLING TO BE THERE WHEN I NEED SOMEONE TO CRY ON/WITH!?
no one la. LOL. :( ! i know some pic below got repeat one. dontcare luh.
kk have fun reading. LOL
TOP IS FAT
BOTTOM IS WHEN I WAS SKINNY. ><
MY LEG :( I WANT IT BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOL I was viewing my past pic. :/
I shock dao LEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
Cant believe i was THAT skinny. Omg.
Now i become fat pig / extra large ball. LOL.
Ok and i think i look very ugly in that pic but i was skinny right!!!!!!
Fml!!!! :( I hate myself, so i dont expect you to like me ya? :)
NO BODY LIKES FAT GIRLS :'(
im so sad.
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I had no idea you were gna mean so much to me when i first saw you. Seriously.
I remember the very first time i went to your house, our first sentosa outing!! ^^
You were walking around in your blue boxers heheehhehehehehe.
So cute can!?!!!?!? ^^ You wore purple shirt and fbt 3quater shorts.
Carried your big black bag. Reached sentosa thn you and the rest went to play.
Took this picture on that day :)
I think thats a rainbow. LOL.
Dont wna type so much alrdy, :/
Just miss the past seriously. :( :( :( :(
ok byebye ♥♥
i love ngcheeweng ^_^
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We broke up alrdy but we're still in love with each other. :/
I dont know why i cant be known as his girlfriend.
Which sucks k. Sucks ttm. Fml. :'(
i love you.
