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December 28, 2010 || Tuesday, December 28, 2010
Erm, i'm not in the blogging mood anymore. :/
And i dont feel like going back to school until i lose weight!
I'm still as fat as ever and i think i gained MORE weight.
This is shitty. And i hate being fat. :(
Its even tough to sit down without making the floor shake HAHAHA.
And stand up and not fall back down again. HAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!
I'm a total fat ass. :( Big butt = toned butt? Wtf? LOL.
More like big butt = fat butt. Which explains why my blackshot name is iGotBigButt.
HEHEHEHE. :) Kinda stupid and lame but w/e. :/
Errrrr hmmmm. Counselor called me today to talk about waking up for sch.
Checking in on my relationship with Him and losing weight process.
Told her i ordered pills to help lose weight. She actually went to check on it. Lol.
She also received this slimming cream from someone and says she doesnt need it.
And coz she says i need it more than her. Kinda sounds like an insult but nvm.
LOL. Hmm we made like a deal, i had to go sch everyday until june. Omg.
I dunno can wake up or not. -.- Going to school still being fat doesnt make it fun. :/
So anti social me. Dont feel like talking to anyone coz like they will stare at my fat face. :/
And there's like something wrong with my skin!!!!!!!
Its like drying up and it looks super gross. :( And i'm having a pimple break out.
This sucks. I'm down with a sore throat after a nap. -.-
So irritating, i'm now coughing my way to death. My god. This is torture. :/
School is a torture. LOL. Bought my books like finally. Now wna get my uniform.
I planning to buy like bigger size coz i bet i cant fit into my own ones. :p :/
I'M SO FAT CAN. :'( SO SAD LAH ME. WALAUUUUUUU.
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My dearest boyfriend sick :( So poor thing can. :(
And yes we patched hehe. Its like no difference whether we break or not.
Coz we're still meeting and texting. Kissing and hugging. HAHA.
Loving each other but just known as FRIENDS.
And yes i bet there ARE people who want us to break up and nvr patch like forever.
Well, TOO BAD ^^ Loserz. No way you can break us up. :)
1 year 7 month anniversary coming alrdy hehe excited.
And he's gna ORD like next year feb. And i'm scared. :(
Pending case is still pending and i'm scared they purposely wait until he ORD.
Then they continue the damn case. :( Hmph. Hate this.
I'd do anything to drop the case but they would still wna charge him right? :/
:'( Feel so guilty. Sigh. If something bad happens to him i'mma wait for him. :)
I willllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll. I promised him alrdyyyyyyyyyyyy.
But still hope nothing happens and the case will be closed ASAP!!!!
I love my boyfriend so much i cry when i think of missing his touch. :(
His soft kisses and warm hugs from behind. :'(
I love you ♥
