“memories from the past will never be forgotten”

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I just realised those ahlians seriously have lotsa relationship problems. :/
But other than that is like, perfect i guess. Sisterships all super great. And i'm like barely even have sisters or "true friends", sometimes i really cant get myself to trust one person. Cause at the end of the day, i get backstabbed or get left out or something. I really hate being left alone and being left out. There is a DIFFERENCE. The feeling is like super awful can. I want a sister/friend to camwhore with me, gossip with me, joke with me and cry tgt/with me whenever one of us are sad. Someone who can tolerate my attitude, someone who can give me advices through out my daily lives. Unlike people who are just pretending to care and just giving me some stupid advices. I hopped blog from Thida's to her sisters. I'm thinking,

" why cant i have friends/sisters like them. Go out
late night, get high tgt and have fun? Sharing every secrets they have with me, sharing everything and helping one another when there's problems? "

I am a loner. Its true actually, i may seem like i have alot of friends but i dont. (; In school? Yeah, maybe some upper sec guys known through Junyang. But now its like, slowly slowly one by one disappear from my life. I'm seriously tired of this alrdy. -'- I dont think anyone understands me. Not even my boyf, i think. To those passerbys, if you happen to read this, and feel like you're feeling the same thing as me, contact me or something kkkkkkkkkkk. (; I need New and trusthworthy friends and i'm desperate. Yes, D-e-s-p-e-r-a-t-e. T-T