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March 7, 2010 || Sunday, March 07, 2010
I cried, i begged. Nothing happens. I'm sorry. I'm truly sorry. I never meant to hurt you. I really didnt mean it. I loved you, with my whole heart. I swear. I rebelled, lied and sacrificed alot, just to see you. It was worth it. And i've never regretted doing all these for you. I've never regretted letting you in my life. You are every thing that i could ever wanted. Every thing that i've dreamt of how my boyf would be like. I thought of leaving you once more, but i had no guarantee that i would stop loving you. I would never stop thinking of you,
loving you. I'm not used to going out alone anymore. And i'm used to having some one by my side, teasing me, playing with me and making me smile every sec. I really need you. I'm not just saying this for the sake of making you stay.
I love you. I miss you.
I need you. I'm sorry bi.
♥
I'm not a good and a faithful girlf. I'm a useless bitch. I'm the worst even though you said i was the best. I lied about some things, but i never lied about how much i love you. Sigh. I dont expect much from you. I just need love. My parents dont love me, so i need your love.Without love i would die. Friends? I dont think they really love me, they just need some one by their side for the 7/8 hours in school. Thats what i think. Sigh, nvrmind. I'm sorry i did this to make you cry. I'm sorry for hurting you. I know its not the first time alrdy. And i'm the cause of this again. You've been a great boyf, the best actually. I'm lying about this. :') I'm letting go of this relationship yet. Cause I still
love you.
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I bet you were faking. You only needed a friend to help mend back everything. You used me. You faked. You dont need me now anymore dont you? No body needs me. No one loves the real me. I'm just a substitude. Am I? Slut. I hope you're happy with what you got through me. I'm gna remember this.
Bitch.